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"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye."
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My name is Renald. A profile? That's troublesome.
If I had to say something, I wished I didn't exist. Screw humans and their own stupid problems.
Sometimes I wonder why the hell I even bother to try and make people happy, or whatever.
Most of them wouldn't appreciate the effort, or even take notice.
I wish I'd just sleep and never wake up. Stuck in dream forever, doing whatever I want. Inception anyone?
I'm not sure whether all those sweet memories and fun times I've had could make up for the disappointment I feel I've been thus far.
The times I've been drove to the edge, feeling almost insane. The pain being unbearable.
Be careful what you wish for? I don't know. Well.. dont regret your life and what you make of it.
Tresure the present, because they will never come back again.
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1:13 PM Monday, February 23, 2009
Bored. I dont know what to do. I'm battling with my health right now. I said i wanted to have problems, sure it makes life interesting but my oh my im not feeling very good. When i thought my gastric flu had subsided, my family brought me to Sembawang Shopping Centre, and ate at Ajisen Ramen. I ate Cha Siew Ramen, didnt eat finish cuz was afraid my stomach would act up again. Who knew i would wake up 1am in the morning and have diarrhoea? So once again im at home, not going to school. Today is the deadline to pass up my Home Econs, PW, and CIP. As for Home Econs, my 5-day long effort into finding all the research will probably be wasted, my group will probably blame me for not bringing the PW things since they are all with me, ( sorry guys ) and I would have to find another activity to make up for missing the CIP event. Im screwed, just because im not feeling well one day, makes me miss all these shite. I feel so lost in life now. I dont know what to do. What am i even aiming for in life? I know i said all those things about finding something new, but, do you really think its possible?
I will probably upload some photos from my phone now. Edit them, and describe my feelings. In the meantime, i wanna stop being emo. I just realised Oranges are actually NOT BAD. I always smelt that strong smell of it and said it sucks. Realising that my health is weak now, and I have to eat fruits and veggies to improve my health now is probably too late. My dad always tells me so but i just wouldnt listen. If only i had the power to change, what would life be for me now? My dad wanted to order kids meal. haha. Why does it take so long for it to process?
4 basketballs stuck in the net.. haha, eventually destroyed by How Yi.
The city streets with decorations in Orchid Road.
This is the first time im uploading photos right? haha. -Renald Whats this empty feeling inside me? ▲ |