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"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye."
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My name is Renald. A profile? That's troublesome.
If I had to say something, I wished I didn't exist. Screw humans and their own stupid problems.
Sometimes I wonder why the hell I even bother to try and make people happy, or whatever.
Most of them wouldn't appreciate the effort, or even take notice.
I wish I'd just sleep and never wake up. Stuck in dream forever, doing whatever I want. Inception anyone?
I'm not sure whether all those sweet memories and fun times I've had could make up for the disappointment I feel I've been thus far.
The times I've been drove to the edge, feeling almost insane. The pain being unbearable.
Be careful what you wish for? I don't know. Well.. dont regret your life and what you make of it.
Tresure the present, because they will never come back again.
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Yawn
3:40 PM Friday, September 4, 2009
Ah fuck. Unlucky day. Well, not all. Took the wrong bus to school yesterday. Arse.
Just heard news that Justin's comp got virus right after he finished doing the chinese video. So, apparently, I have to make up for it by doing one. Screw this shite. I have to go back to school at 7.30, yes. 7.30. On a saturday. That sucks. Heard few days ago about a scholarship proggrame thats only available @AMKSS. So, I have gotta get top 20 in the cohort this year, and go through 2 years of hellish courses that keep me back in school. Doesn't sound appealing at all? How about this. A trip to the UK at the holidays in June 2011. Oh yes, hell yeah. Thats surely enough to make me do so. But, should I? It has been my lifelong dream to go to the UK. This seems like my only chance. But me + 2 years of hellish courses and studying = Error 1. I can't do that, my MYE level position was 110. And now requests to get to 90 places further up. Thats practically insane. I mean, I could do so if i tried really hard. But once again, Me + Trying really hard academically = Error 2 Even if i did so, going to the scholarship proggramme, I might not be able to cope with CCA, studies, plus this bullshit. And me coping up with all these, just forms this equation : Renald + Studies, CCA, Scholarship Proggramme, Relationship Problems (whut?) = Error 62 35 35 35, KFC Delivery. So, what now? There isn't another chance for me to go to the UK. Well, not yet. I haven't decided what to do. Slack as always? Study like shite? (Study+Shite=A severed nose and a bad headache). So thats what I'm thinking. I'm thinking its a matter of whether I can, then whether I want to. Yeah, so.. I'm hopeless. -Renald What I would to give to see you smile again. The looks on your eyes just blow me away. I laid my eyes on you, ********************* that day. You looked back at me, and I listened to my heart that said: Okay, my song lyrics always suck. I know. ▲ |