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"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye."
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My name is Renald. A profile? That's troublesome.
If I had to say something, I wished I didn't exist. Screw humans and their own stupid problems.
Sometimes I wonder why the hell I even bother to try and make people happy, or whatever.
Most of them wouldn't appreciate the effort, or even take notice.
I wish I'd just sleep and never wake up. Stuck in dream forever, doing whatever I want. Inception anyone?
I'm not sure whether all those sweet memories and fun times I've had could make up for the disappointment I feel I've been thus far.
The times I've been drove to the edge, feeling almost insane. The pain being unbearable.
Be careful what you wish for? I don't know. Well.. dont regret your life and what you make of it.
Tresure the present, because they will never come back again.
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7:08 PM Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Ah, my brother is sleeping at his girlfriend's house, AGAIN.
I wonder if he brought condoms. LOL. Nevermind that. Listening to Mayday Parade's Anywhere but here on Vanessa's blog. Makes me emo. LOL. See? Who the hell could say the word emo then Laugh Out Loud. Me. Probably going to Causeway Point to catch 2012 with Van, Shan, Jia Wei. Shit, no "n" in JW's name. Lol. I'm still sticky and dirty(hell yeah) from when I played soccer with Jon,Andy,Sharrad,Ben,Osmun,Aaron,hisnoobfriend,Tom,Jerry,Mouse,Cat,TownCouncilAsshole. Everything was true up to the Tom part. First, we went to 824 to play. We played for a while until a "Fat, Yellow-shirted Bi*ch" pissed Jonathan off. What an arse. LOL. Then Andy and Sharrad went to "Scare him off". It worked. Lol. ~Renald goes to bathe and comes back 2 hours later~ So, moving on. Erm, yesterday's track was per normal I guess. Ahh... ~Renald starts emo-ing while listening to Anywhere but here for 3 times straight before typing again~ You know what? Screw writing a song, I'm clearly not suited for songwriter. Damn, one career option gone. But who gives a shit right? I've got many other options. Its kinda clear I have a few jobs in dha bag. Kopitiam Uncle, Kalangooni, Selling LEGAL DVDs, Because hey, what loser does illegal stuff? *cough* playing ball games under void deck *cough* There's track and field tomorrow as well, well at least I won't be bored at home. And, stuff. ~Renald goes to pee~ ~un-necessary information but whatever~ I don't know what to say already. Well, lotsa people and things are telling me to go for it. Quote book, my brain, and even my track and field coach, he talks about life sometimes and you know, says some stuff that indirectly relates to what I'm going to do. I'm going for it, but not anytime soon. Not too late either. Don't know why you want to know this. If you want to know what "it" is, you can go to www.dictionary.com . Either that or you can **** off. Seriously though, I can't tell you. Why would you wanna know this anyway? Why am I asking myself questions? Why do horses have legs? Hmm. The sky seems bright tonight. To bad I don't have a spiderweb or fitness corner beside my house so I can go down and look at the stars. Lol. Ah... Secret Love, my escape Take me far far away. By now I've probably listened to it 21 times already. Sometimes I don't know, Well, all the times, I dont know. When you look at me, Does it mean something? Or is it just me getting my hopes up? When you talk to me, Is it a step forward? Am I thinking too much? Its been months since I fell for you Something tells me being friends won't do. I dont know how you feel about me, But I think its clear how I fell about you. My heart skips a beat whenever you talk to me, Whenever I look at you, I get lost into your eyes, And you give me something called love. Uh, wrote that on my phone during last night's emo-sleep. cough cough.. Never mind all that. -Renald ▲ |