Right, so uh, Hello.

My mood today has been complicated, felt, I don't know.
Not in the mood for a long long post without any paragraphs so, just gonna blog. Normally. Whatever normal is.

So hmm, lets start with Tuesday.

So uh, there was track and field, nuff said. Lol, uh, I'm trying to remember and elaborate. Don't rush me, nobody is, ah.

Lets see, training was unusually tough. Its always tough, but its tougher. So, we did lotsa pushups, lotsa drills. One of which I kept going sideways, made some people laugh, awesome, just what I intended, and stuff. And then, we had to do intervals of 200m. I ran the first round, didn't feel entirely fatigued, felt okay, sorta bragging to Josef about how my stamina was better and that I could do better in the next round.

Next round : I did get one of the first, but I could hardly breath. I had my hands on my knees for about 10 seconds, catching my breath, came up to the "surface", then got back down. Disappointing right after a bragging session.

I could barely run the next three rounds, the sun inputting his almighty heat into me, freagin tired. But, hang on, and got to the shelter and hurriedly drank down all the water left in my H2O bottle. Felt really bloated. Felt really relieved that the sun went down. Had another 5 rounds to run, to my horror. Fortunately I ran through without much difficulty, jogged, actually. Kinda disappointed in between those rounds, somehow.

Did I mention Josef dropped his water bottle into the toilet bowl? LOL. I saw it stuck in there, kinda hilarious. I started laughing like a girl walking out of the toilet only to remember there were people outside listening. Pathetic, as usual.

Took the usually crowded train home. Then had lotsa trouble sleeping. Slept at 4. Flipped and turned for 5 hours. God. That sucks.

Now, wednesday.

Basically I asked Vanessa out to Northpoint, had lunch at KFC, then walked a few rounds till we saw Rophe. Walked more rounds and talked about uh, IT. LOL. Headed over to Sun Plaza in Sembawang and got a black notebook with a pen in it. However when I got home it wasn't what I wanted. :(

Anyway, we looked around for CD's, then couldn't find the one Vanessa wanted. Got dragged to Causeway Point unwillingly, and searched for CD's. Couldn't find it again. Then they followed me back to my house. Viewed lots of photo's of Rophe's IT, and someone else. *cough*

Walked home with Vanessa in the rain, muddy slippers. lol. Took 811 home.

And today?

Big News for some people (mostly girls) gaga over :
Ken, joined track.
If you're still recovering from shock,
It is, Ken Tan.

Hmm, didn't know he reads my blog.

Anyway, yeah training and stuff. Came home, lost my umbrella. Damn it.
Missed the bus too. Nevermind. Didnt' really miss it but.. AH.

Screw this shit.

-Renald
All I can hear in the silence that remains, are the words I couldn't say.