Life has been really boring recently, there's nothing to do.
Well, there's plenty, but I just don't know.
There's nothing that can keep me occupied the whole day, without feeling tired of it or whatever.

Which is why I want school to resume, pronto. At least then, things can happen. A whole fuck load of activities, possibilities. My dad asked if I wanted to catch a movie but I felt lazy so I stayed home. I should have went though.

I'm kinda pissed at myself, just really pissed. I just feel there's so many things I could have done, and that I didn't.

Why do people want to spend their days sticking in front of the computer playing RPG's, Facebooking, Msn-ing. That's not living. Is it? If so then seriously kill me right now, I don't want to live such a loser-ish life. I have things I want to do, I'm not saying I don't spend the whole in front of the computer. I do, and seriously, I can't take this much longer. Everyday is the same, nothing's happening.

I'm not thinking negatively, I'm happy. Kind of, at least. I'm happy, I laugh a lot, but I'm not happy. What happened to the life I always dreamt of having?

Everytime I walk around the streets, in malls, there's always one small bastard holding a PSP and frantically clicking buttons away. Seriously, everytime I see this, I'll tell someone if anyone's with me at that time, there's no bloody hope for the future. Sometimes people laugh at that but I mean it, at the rate the world is changing, new gadgets and climate change or whatever crap is happening to Earth, it doesn't bloody matter whether you've got a high score in DJ Max or killed several million people in Mafia bringing their "total body count" to 7 billion. Screw that.

What can I do? I wonder if there's an organization that can do something to help these people. These people with no life. Like me, help me. God, fuck this shit.