Febuary's here. Hmm, that was quick.

Been really lazy recently, don't feel like doing much things at all.
I hate this feeling, the feeling for having no mood to do anything.
This feeling is now, I'm sitting on my chair, without anything in mind.
I on my iTunes, and listen to music. I don't even find music appealing to me today.

I don't want to move, I don't want to sleep.
I don't want to play, I don't want to do my work.
I don't want to slack, I don't want to not slack.

I guess the primary reason for this is that my mum's home.
My choices are limited today, not saying they weren't limited before.
I gotta think of something quick, this day is going to waste, again.

An hour or so, the sun will set.
Ahh, then I'll have the mood to do something.
Which begs the question, what now?

Sigh, its really frustrating.
I can't stay happy everyday, I'm trying my best to keep up.
Tomorrow's Tuesday, the most dreaded day of the week.
Nothing's good for me on Tuesday, I even have CCA to make it worse.
Maybe I can let loose though.

I'm heading towards nothing this year.
One month into 2010, still, nothing's changed since the holidays.
Still moodless, goaless, useless.

我怎么比得上他呢？
我不知道你的脑里想的是什么，
但不是我吧？

你知道吗？
看见你的笑容，我好开心呢。
你知道吗？，我整天坐在那里，只看见你一个。
我快忍不住了，我想跟你说，但又怕别人怎么想。
还甚十四天, 我... 应该吗?