Sigh, today was great, besides the fact that someone took my phone. Why, you bastard, did you take my phone? Fine, i don't know if its you, but I'm positive. No, not HIV.

These few days have been somewhat disappointing, yet kind of fun. If you take out the fact that I don't have my iPod anymore.

As usual, i have nothing to talk about. I just felt the need to post, to all my wonderful fans out there, muacks. Okay, that was really stupid. I'm not even feeling happy now. Muacks, muacks my arse darn you.

Today's Fund Fiesta "collection" was somewhat disappointing to, like Mr Tan predicted, it would be messy today because of the collection. Guess what, $404 raised today. Pretty awesome huh? Thing is numbers dont tell the whole story, $384 was from a girl. $20 from another. It was really funny how he said out the register numbers expecting floods of students coming out only to hear crickets chirping. Hah.

I haven't even tried collecting a single cent. Lol. Yeah, i was about to lie saying that I donated to those in Haiti but I'm not going to, since I'm a good person. All the best, Haiti. Althought I've never heard of your country before till this incident.

Speaking of devastation, during assembly today, we were shown a video about how these few people came to a restaurant and didn't finish their food. And when it was dumped in the trash, some guy came to find some meat that was left and kept them. He brought them home to share with his huge family, all starving, jumping into the bin desperately trying to get some food. That broke my heart, although not to the extent of crying. Can't believe some people could still make jokes at the time.

That really made me wonder, could it be that, whenever I don't finish my food that gets dumped in the trash. Where does it end up to? Would it end up somewhere in the Philipines with starving children fighting for it? That makes me wonder, should I waste more food to let them eat, or learn my lesson and eat what I have, since food is so precious?

At the end of the video, there was a fact that said : "25,000 people in the world die of hunger.." . I wasn't exactly surprised with that, until the word "EVERY DAY" popped out. Hell, 25,000?!? You serious? I know there are many people around the world starving. But if 25,000 people die of hunger everyday, by the end of the year. NINE MILLION 125,000 People would have died, because of the sole cause of hunger. Man that'd suck.

Yeah, so, that's all. All the best to those in other countries, hopefully some kind people would come saviour you. I'll try to do my part.

Goddammit, jealousy is ripping me apart.

-Renald
Do i cry in the night,
Do i long to hold you tight,
Do i wake, wanting you?
Yes I do.

Do I recall, everyday.
How you took my breath away..
Do i remember loving you?
Yes I do.