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"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye."
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Bio
My name is Renald. A profile? That's troublesome.
If I had to say something, I wished I didn't exist. Screw humans and their own stupid problems.
Sometimes I wonder why the hell I even bother to try and make people happy, or whatever.
Most of them wouldn't appreciate the effort, or even take notice.
I wish I'd just sleep and never wake up. Stuck in dream forever, doing whatever I want. Inception anyone?
I'm not sure whether all those sweet memories and fun times I've had could make up for the disappointment I feel I've been thus far.
The times I've been drove to the edge, feeling almost insane. The pain being unbearable.
Be careful what you wish for? I don't know. Well.. dont regret your life and what you make of it.
Tresure the present, because they will never come back again.
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I'll get over it.
4:57 PM Friday, April 9, 2010
I've reclaimed the use of my imagination
for better or for worse, I've yet to know but I always knew you'd be the one to understand me, I guess that's why it took so long to get things right. Suddenly I'm lost On my street On my block Oh why, Oh why Oh why haven't you been there for me? Can't you see, I'm losing my mind this time? This time I think it's for real, I can see Man, everything's fecked up. I don't know what part of me it is that *******************. False hope, you're a serious female dog. Though I have nothing against female dogs. Every where I look, every corner I turn, its two people. You DO get what I mean. I'd always go like, :O, not like a surprised type of emoticon, like a rounded semi circle. Yeah, everytime I see two people I'd go :O *shakes head*. You say life sucks, please, look at what you've got then make a comment. Others aren't so lucky. Not lucky at all. Sometimes I really wonder what I've did in my previous life to deserve such 'luck'. What, did I use up all of my luck points in my previous life and now I'm some unlucky crud with a stick. I didn't say people couldn't have wishes, and wants. All of 'em humans have them. But, oh come on. Would someone just give me something to get excited about for once, something to look forward to, just once, urgh. I feel held back, I'm not showing my true emotions or expressing what I really feel. Man this stinks. Seriously, the garbage man is just downstairs. Kidding. Man, I didn't even make myself laugh. Shall look at the bright side. Hmm, normal school day. Looking here and there once in a while as usual. Sigh, I remember the old days, my eyes were glued man, glued. Its glued again, to the same flower that I was once so attrac... OKAY OFF TOPIC OFF TOPIC.! Basically after school, went opposite to eat Chicken Rice, (Yeah, MY chicken rice ;) with Benedict. Then went back to school and played catching with the rest of the guys. Fun! Speaking of fun.. Yeah, i love that band. Moving on. Then everybody left at 2 plus and Josef went for the Scholarship shit. Javier and I went to the comp lab and slacked and surfed the net. Came out, gossiped a bit, watched the Volleyballers train. Then Josef was done and walked till outside school. Then.. here I am. Woah, that was short. LOL. Yeah.. I'm yeahlous. LOL. -Renald Those four words, I've said them too many times. ▲ |