Tch, I can't believe myself.

I feel like breaking down. Just lying down on my table, thinking of nothing, just nothing.
I've been here so many fucking times, and always break down at the final fucking moment. Much like Tottenham.

Wouldn't it be fun if I could just lay down, with no troubles, no things on my mind. Just nothing and just having fun. Well, that's what I thought would bring me happiness, I was wrong. My life felt without purpose, without motive. It ain't fun like that. At the same time, it hurts. It just hurts trying to step into unfamiliar teritory. We'll I've stepped into it and the guards aren't exactly treating me well. Once again I stand in front of the entrance, wondering whether its worth it to go running through that death camp and risk laying dead on the floor or just basically take the easy way out, turn back and walk home. Or maybe, just maybe, get my reward.

Well, Tottenham did it, why can't I?

While I ponder over that question I will.. Talk about the happier things. Well, not exactly.

Kay, positives. I had free popcorn? Lol. Basically today's exam was easy, *cross fingers*. Then uh, went to Wennhao's place to play basketball and had really awesome Bak Kut Teh shared with Haolun, Ben and Alfred :) Tasty tasty!

Uh, then we left for Amk hub. Met the girls and bought the tickets. Watched the movie. That's when I "reluctantly" koped a lot of popcorn. Lol, just can't resist.

Sigh, that's about the happy things. LOL.

Anyway, felt slightly pissed when the guys rather'd to go home and play dota. Showed a little, anger. Sorry guys, and Elyas, I know didn't mean to stain my clothes THRICE. LOL.

Dota, dota.. I'LL NEVER TRY IT. LOL.

-Renald
It was cold but it got warm, when your smile barely crossed my eyes.